Monday, August 16, 2010

Just Ask!!!

I was having a really bad day last week. I was really upset thinking about how much has changed...since one little woman's passing. My Mom, wow how just her being around made all the difference. I am so lost right now without her. Like I said I was really having a bad day. So, I started talking to her like I always do. I told her I was really upset and I thought I could really use a rainbow about now. I needed to know that my dad was going to be okay. That things would be okay. I hadn't seen one in a few years now, so I could really use one right about now Mom.

I went back to playing on the internet. Then about 20 minutes later the color outside turned so funky color. It was shinning through my door. It was almost glowing. I had to get up and check it out. Checking around and then I almost passed out when I looked to the East.....
There she was in all her glory just as requested sent by a mother's love through her father!
It was actually a double one you can barely make out the second arch but it's there.
I called my niece that lives about 6 miles away and told her the story and she stepped outside and she too could see the double rainbow...we were both so speechless it made us giddy.
So, after seeing my double rainbow I turned to the South to catch this picture...
Looks like hands were reaching out to me...I see hands...!!!
So, I know she hears me. She makes her presents known all the time around here. The beauty in the flowers and plants around here isn't cuz I am taking that good of care of them. I am doing my best, but I know I am being helped all the time from above. It isn't getting any easier right now, actually harder. Time seems to drag minute by minute I feel every second of the day without her. Then I go I can't believe it has been 224 day an eternity already...but still so fresh!
If I could only have 5 more minutes, what I would tell her!!!
I miss this sweet face so much!!!!
xoxo dar
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"The will of God will never take you
where the Grace of God will not protect you"
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Reddirt Woman said...

Heart hugs... It about killed me when I lost my little momma. I'm here for you.


jojo said...

life for me is marked with the line...before and after my mother died. It has never been the same or as good and that makes me so sad. Thinking of you Dar, I love your rainbow. Hugs to you sweet friend. j

Brian Miller said...

a nice rainbow dar...she does hear you...warm hugs....

Twisted Fencepost said...

You got a rainbow!!!! Just for you. All for you.
Girl, your Momma hears you and sees you, too.
Tell her what you want to tell her. She's listening. The rainbow proves it. Her body may be gone, but her spirit still visits you often. She doesn't want you to be sad. She wants you to live your life. It makes her sad to see you so sad. Have faith knowing that you WILL see her sweet face again.

A Mom on Spin said...

I'm so sorry! I've been out of touch for a while now and didn't realize.

What a wonderful gift she sent you!

darsden said...

Helen-Thank you and do appreciate you calling and checking on me too. We both have a lot of the same feeling about out Mom!

jojo-Yes I find that is a marking point too and seems to be for many I have spoken to. Daughters really have a bond with their Moms,
thank you and sorry for your loss too.

Brian-yes it was,special delivery just for me. Glad I was able to share it with family and friends. How important my family and friends are to me now!

Twisted Fencepost-Becky that is one lesson I have learned! She hears everything and makes her presence's just not the same. It does give me comfort knowing she's there!!
I do talk to her every day!

A Mom on Spin-Yes, I too have been out of touch and working on trying to get back on track. It's extremely hard trying to focus!

Thank You all for all the support I really appreciate each and every one of you.
It was a wonderful surprise to see a requested rainbow. I was Almost Speechless.

Anonymous said...

That brought tears to my eyes She is always with you Dar never forget that!

Anonymous said...

This was touching story. A mother's love never fades.


Suzy said...

Dear God I'm not looking forward to this in my own life.

I once asked a friend who had died to give me a hug. SHE DID!!

darsden said...

Maggie-thank you I appreciate it, I do feel her with me all the time.

idgtm-thank you I know she's here but it is so not the same.

Suzy-yep I feared this day too for so long, and I can't believe it came!! Say what you need to say because you never know. It amazing how the message still comes across!

Joanna Jenkins said...

That is a VERY clear sign that your Mom hears you. I hope that makes you feel better.
xo jj

Fragrant Liar said...

Hey, I'm with Joanna. I think maybe your mama hears you. I feel the same way about my sister. I hear her too.

Bella said...

wow, that's so cool, Dar!