Ramblings About Why: Mom sends me Rainbows with her love

Monday, August 16, 2010

Just Ask!!!

I was having a really bad day last week. I was really upset thinking about how much has changed...since one little woman's passing. My Mom, wow how just her being around made all the difference. I am so lost right now without her. Like I said I was really having a bad day. So, I started talking to her like I always do. I told her I was really upset and I thought I could really use a rainbow about now. I needed to know that my dad was going to be okay. That things would be okay. I hadn't seen one in a few years now, so I could really use one right about now Mom.

I went back to playing on the internet. Then about 20 minutes later the color outside turned so funky color. It was shinning through my door. It was almost glowing. I had to get up and check it out. Checking around and then I almost passed out when I looked to the East.....
There she was in all her glory just as requested sent by a mother's love through her father!

It was actually a double one you can barely make out the second arch but it's there.

I called my niece that lives about 6 miles away and told her the story and she stepped outside and she too could see the double rainbow...we were both so speechless it made us giddy.

So, after seeing my double rainbow I turned to the South to catch this picture...

Looks like hands were reaching out to me...I see hands...!!!

So, I know she hears me. She makes her presents known all the time around here. The beauty in the flowers and plants around here isn't cuz I am taking that good of care of them. I am doing my best, but I know I am being helped all the time from above. It isn't getting any easier right now, actually harder. Time seems to drag minute by minute I feel every second of the day without her. Then I go I can't believe it has been 224 day an eternity already...but still so fresh!

If I could only have 5 more minutes, what I would tell her!!!

I miss this sweet face so much!!!!